"My tears run dry.
My systems are shutting down.
I will soon die with my numb heart."
-Shin
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And so, I miss him so badly right now. I haven't seen him on our enrollment day, I guess that was just not my luck. I was actually hoping that I could, somehow see him, just a single glance. But unfortunately, It didn't happened. *sigh* :
Last wednesday, October 22, was our schedule for the enrollment of I.T students, yep I'm already enrolled. Nothing happened during that day, t'was just an ordinary day. Yeah, very ordinary.
Just this monday I recieved a letter from one of my bestfriends when I was in highschool. Her name's fidez, she's living in Australia right now, the letter was composed of "BIRTHDAY GREETINGS" and stuffs like imissyou, etc. I miss her so much. And from the letter, I learned that she was actually reading my blog since then, I was shocked. hahaha. She never told me that she's reading stuffs from here in friendster, ihy. Just kidding XD.
While I was surfing the net, I found this video/music of David Archuleta's new single entitled CRUSH. The first time I heard it, I WAS STUCKED IN IT. Like for 4 hours. It was a nice song! You have to hear/watch it. I can relate to the song, really. Especially this lyric:
"Do you catch a breathe when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away.
But I know this crush ain't goin' away."
I can actually relate to it. Like, I can live the song. hahaha. And from that song, I am missing DEE so much more. I wish to see him soon.
"Let it burn, let my feelings burn until my heart won't feel pain any longer."

signed off at; 11:06 PM.
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