Not all good things ends up good.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Aiko, Niq, Jam, Tracy, Denver and Me
September 12,2008
So, I started the day with a fresh smile and hoping that this day would come out fine and well, good. But unfortunately half of this WHOLE day was just not perfect at all.
I came to school around 12:30 P.M because I had a class @ 1-4 P.M and it's actually our final submission of our theses at SAD. Luckily, we finished all the requirements and it all went good. Our professor signed our theses and will schedule for our theses defense. So, all we need to do is just wait for our scheduled defense. During our SAD class, Tracy kept on texting me that they are going to drink at Kaga and actually teasing me that they were with "dee". So, I texted her that I might be coming but not sure if I will. But I really wanted to. So after my class, I did. Yeah, I actually did :)). And so I arrived at Kaga. I don't know where to sit, although I saw a space between tracy and dee's seats. And dee offered me the seat beside him, yeah, you guessed it, I sitted beside him. What a bitch :)).
While we were having fun, he talked to me, HE DID. For the very first time he did! And I acted normal, of course. He asked me so many things but I still remembered some details.
Dee: San ka galing?Me: Sa school.Dee: Ano ginawa mo dun?Me: May class kc ako eh.Dee: Anong subject?Me: SAD.Dee: Kaklase ba nten sya sa SAD (to romerz).
That's just a part of it. I turned my attention to tracy because I can't help myself :)). Until JAM came. I finally relaxed myself coz she finally came, with her, I can enjoy more of the bitchy-ness within US :)). The fun continues and dee sang. Although it's corny but he sang me a song. Na-corny-han tlga ko. PROMISE. :))
After some time he talked to me again and this really pushed my adrenaline to the highest level.
Dee: San ka umuuwe?Me: Sa Pasay.Dee: Pasay!? (pasigaw pa c gago)Me: Oo.Dee: Kala ko sa paranaque ka. Eh, ano sasakyan mo pauwe?Me: LRT.Dee: Sabay kna lng saken, mag FX nlng tau.Me: Tingnan ko pa.Dee: Sige na, wla akong kasabay eh.Me: Bahala na.Dee: (to our "ka-inumans") Oh, sabay na kame ni neil uuwi ha.
That really excites me. As if its one heck of a day for me, but unfortunately t'was not. It was around 7:00 in the evening during that same time, I told him I got to go, he refused and said that it's too early and we're gonna have 1 set of beers pa. I refused to drink anymore but I stayed there with Tracy. Me and Tracy are the only one who's left there. Jam, Aiko and Norfel already left. So I asked him again kung cno pa hinihintay namen, he said "Ka TROPA ko". After some time at exactly 7:30, he went out, and when he came back, he was with this GIRL [I still don't know if it was his girlfriend or ka-fling, sabi kc ng classmate ko ndi nya daw GF un eh]. So, he changed his seat, He and his girl seated right after romerz seat. And there I almost bent out my knees. Thanks to Tracy, napigilan ko. I acted like I don't see anything, and I tried to laugh with the best that I can with Tracy, but yeah, Romers saw my tears fall as I hid them :)). hahahaha, silly me, caught up crying. Romers and Tracy comforted me and they both acted like nothing was going on.
It all ends up, me going home alone and everything just went crazy. I guess he was just drunk after all. It was just a "make-believe's. So good to be true :) and it breaks me, BIG TIME!
September 13, 2008
Today. Had my practice at Letran Jazz Endanza. After that, me and my friends went to Kaga [again], but this time I did not drink. I'm not a drinker yah know. Okay, I was thinking of something this day that I couldn't get out my mind. It was about what happened yesterday. Yeah. Roxette and me, had a great talk about LOVE. I understand her point of view about my situation and I'm glad I got a friend like her. She doesn't want me to end up getting hurt. So I'm trying to take her advice, hope I can. The drinking session of theirs end up at 6:00 P.M, we all went to 7-11 to have some dinner[?], snacks[?], perfumes[?], etc. And part ways at LRT.
P.S [Happy 1st Monthsary Jam and Justine. mmmmmuah!]
