♥Lovely Day♥
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I went home so early from school today because I got bored and there was nothing left to do at school anymore. But what happened today was really unexpected. Dunno how it happened but it made my day complete :). Okay, so here's the story.
Note: There are two persons involved in my little "FANTASY" tale so I'll just divide it into two parts. Okay? - - Wag ng umangal, hahahaha.
First Story
My first subject for today was Psychology and it started @ 11:30 P.M, the class was so boring that I wanted to sleep but I can't. We already got the score of our midterm exams and unfortunately I failed the exam, the exam was 84 Points overall, and I only got 48, the passing score was 50. How's that? hindi pa ginawang 50 ung score ko. Anyways, after we got our midterm exam scores, our professor started the lesson, which is chapter 4. During the lecture, I was focused on listening to my prof, and then suddenly, Tasha, told me that 'Dee' (lets give a codename for him.) was calling me but I did not believed it at first, coz why should he? :)). and then, Justine (which is now the fiance of Jam gratz betch!) called me, and surprisingly, Justine was holding the head of "Dee" looking at me! But I suddenly looked at the other way around. hahahaha, landi ko noh?
So that was just the first part of the first story, after our psychology class, we continued to our next class, and fortunately, 'Dee' is also there coz he's still my classmate at our next subject. We just recieved our midterm grades on our next subject and then, my "FANTASY LOVE AFFAIR" continued. Of course it would not have happened without the craziness of my classmates. First theres Justine, who won't stop on calling 'dee' as his "twin" and calling him to sit beside him, which is very close to my seat :)). Then theres tasha and tracy, who is obviously, calling 'dee' and will suddenly point their fingers on me. And lastly, the whole class, especially the professor got involved, why? They were gathering at the professors table because they are talking about the lowest grades, and I was left alone at my seat coz, I got a higher grade (hehe). So, I approach them and joined their conversation. Then, I accidentally looked at 'dee' and angelo noticed that I was looking at 'dee' then he shouted about it. From there, I don't know what to do but laugh, BUT thanks again to Justine, he introduced 'dee' to me (yeah, we don't know each other yet, but I do know about him already.) and 'dee' smiled and said "HI, neil." GAWD! My butterflies in my stomach are flying!! Thanks to my classmates! :)).
Second Story
This one happened when I was just about to go home and this one REALLY completed my day. This guy(I don't know his name), I always see him in the catwalk and we once sitted at the same bench. I got to admit, I got attracted so easily by his eyes (because we ALWAYS had an eye-contact everytime I see him). Then, this afternoon, I saw him with my friends taking up Management. I didn't know that he also knew those friends of mine. My friends talked to me and they were so close at my face, I don't know what's going on but, they said that, this guy wanted to know who I was. and I laughed because its unbelievable :)). But, one of my friends, pulled his hand and moved him close to my side. From there I acted like there was nothing going on, like "WHO-THE-FUCK Are You?" :)). Then, my friends introduced me to him, his name was Kevin 1st Year College, freshmam of course. Then we shaked our hands (his hand was so SMOOTH!!), At ang isa kong classmate, wlang pakundangang hinawakan ang kamay nameng dlawa while we were shaking our hands, at inutusan c Kevin na ihatid ako hanggang underpass! nakakahiya man aminin pero hinatid nya nga ako hanggang underpass, humanda ka saken Tin. On the way to the underpass, my co-jazz members saw us, and UNEXPECTEDLY they also knew kevin! What a small world, and they shouted, GO KEVIN GO! (what's that supposed to mean?). And all we did was just to smile, heller, we only knew each other a while ago. So, nasa underpass na kame, and he had to leave me, kc hanggang dun lng ung cnabi ng friend ko at hanggang dun lng ako pumayag. So, I said thanks and nice meeting him, he also said the same way. and while I was going down the stairs, he called me and then waved his hands SMILING and said "See You sa catwalk bukas ha.". OMG!!! It really took my breath away, I just bowed my head and continued walking with a smile on my face! At sinabi ko sa sarili ko na "Wag kang ganyan, baka ma-inlove ako sayo!".
What a day!!
AM I A BITCH OR WHAT?? hahahaha.
Bading na bading na tong post ko, nakakadiri na siguro sa inyo. hahhaha, sorry.
Sana, ganto ulit kaganda ang mangyare saken bukas, or sana, mas maganda pa. :)
Ciao! ♥
Note: There are two persons involved in my little "FANTASY" tale so I'll just divide it into two parts. Okay? - - Wag ng umangal, hahahaha.
First Story
My first subject for today was Psychology and it started @ 11:30 P.M, the class was so boring that I wanted to sleep but I can't. We already got the score of our midterm exams and unfortunately I failed the exam, the exam was 84 Points overall, and I only got 48, the passing score was 50. How's that? hindi pa ginawang 50 ung score ko. Anyways, after we got our midterm exam scores, our professor started the lesson, which is chapter 4. During the lecture, I was focused on listening to my prof, and then suddenly, Tasha, told me that 'Dee' (lets give a codename for him.) was calling me but I did not believed it at first, coz why should he? :)). and then, Justine (which is now the fiance of Jam gratz betch!) called me, and surprisingly, Justine was holding the head of "Dee" looking at me! But I suddenly looked at the other way around. hahahaha, landi ko noh?
So that was just the first part of the first story, after our psychology class, we continued to our next class, and fortunately, 'Dee' is also there coz he's still my classmate at our next subject. We just recieved our midterm grades on our next subject and then, my "FANTASY LOVE AFFAIR" continued. Of course it would not have happened without the craziness of my classmates. First theres Justine, who won't stop on calling 'dee' as his "twin" and calling him to sit beside him, which is very close to my seat :)). Then theres tasha and tracy, who is obviously, calling 'dee' and will suddenly point their fingers on me. And lastly, the whole class, especially the professor got involved, why? They were gathering at the professors table because they are talking about the lowest grades, and I was left alone at my seat coz, I got a higher grade (hehe). So, I approach them and joined their conversation. Then, I accidentally looked at 'dee' and angelo noticed that I was looking at 'dee' then he shouted about it. From there, I don't know what to do but laugh, BUT thanks again to Justine, he introduced 'dee' to me (yeah, we don't know each other yet, but I do know about him already.) and 'dee' smiled and said "HI, neil." GAWD! My butterflies in my stomach are flying!! Thanks to my classmates! :)).
Second Story
This one happened when I was just about to go home and this one REALLY completed my day. This guy(I don't know his name), I always see him in the catwalk and we once sitted at the same bench. I got to admit, I got attracted so easily by his eyes (because we ALWAYS had an eye-contact everytime I see him). Then, this afternoon, I saw him with my friends taking up Management. I didn't know that he also knew those friends of mine. My friends talked to me and they were so close at my face, I don't know what's going on but, they said that, this guy wanted to know who I was. and I laughed because its unbelievable :)). But, one of my friends, pulled his hand and moved him close to my side. From there I acted like there was nothing going on, like "WHO-THE-FUCK Are You?" :)). Then, my friends introduced me to him, his name was Kevin 1st Year College, freshmam of course. Then we shaked our hands (his hand was so SMOOTH!!), At ang isa kong classmate, wlang pakundangang hinawakan ang kamay nameng dlawa while we were shaking our hands, at inutusan c Kevin na ihatid ako hanggang underpass! nakakahiya man aminin pero hinatid nya nga ako hanggang underpass, humanda ka saken Tin. On the way to the underpass, my co-jazz members saw us, and UNEXPECTEDLY they also knew kevin! What a small world, and they shouted, GO KEVIN GO! (what's that supposed to mean?). And all we did was just to smile, heller, we only knew each other a while ago. So, nasa underpass na kame, and he had to leave me, kc hanggang dun lng ung cnabi ng friend ko at hanggang dun lng ako pumayag. So, I said thanks and nice meeting him, he also said the same way. and while I was going down the stairs, he called me and then waved his hands SMILING and said "See You sa catwalk bukas ha.". OMG!!! It really took my breath away, I just bowed my head and continued walking with a smile on my face! At sinabi ko sa sarili ko na "Wag kang ganyan, baka ma-inlove ako sayo!".
What a day!!
AM I A BITCH OR WHAT?? hahahaha.
Bading na bading na tong post ko, nakakadiri na siguro sa inyo. hahhaha, sorry.
Sana, ganto ulit kaganda ang mangyare saken bukas, or sana, mas maganda pa. :)
Ciao! ♥
Guess It's Time We Let Go.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
One Last Touch
One Last Tender Moment between us
One Last Dance, to Our First Song, while pretending there's nothing wrong.
Let's lay here for a while, and cherish every moment were in denial.
We both know, It's better if we just LET IT GO.
That phrase of the song "Let it Go" really hits home. I know now how it feels to be left alone, when the one you truly love tells you that it's over and without saying any reasons why. I hate this feeling. This feeling of being lonely, why, why do YOU have to let go? It really piss' me off. Especially when you let me hear this song on our last and final conversation, you know how it hurts so much. I know you do.
You say it's gonna be okay, you say we can make things go well, you say we can overcome things that come between us. But hell, we didn't made it, because you gave up, you gave up on me, you gave up on everything. I did not mind the people around us because you said they don't give a damn on us, but what you did was exactly ironic.
All I need was just an explanation, I never knew what was really your reason why you ended up saying
"We're Over" when I doesn't even know the reason why! I know there's something going up in your mind, but allow me to enter it just like you allowed me to enter your heart.
I, I don't know now where to go. Because I'm lost, really really lost. And only you can find me back AGAIN. I'll wait, and I won't stop waiting. The tears I cried in front of you was nothing compared from the moment we confessed our feelings to each other. The place where we broke our ties with each other was nothing compare to the place where we met. Because I know, you didn't wanna end us up like this. It's very awkward for us to end up like this, coz we fought for this. I know you'll be back again, I know it. I'll wait, just like what you did for me. And that's a PROMISE.
This post is for you. I know there'll be a time that you'll read this.
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Hey guys, I'm back.
I miss blogging so much. I've been through a lot -- though I might not show it, hehe.
But what matters most is that I'm back. I changed my layout and everything but one thing's not changed, and that is I'm still addicted to TOMA, I miss him so much! But now that I'm back, I'll be able to get some updates bout him again, hahahaha.
So, till next post. :)
Miss you guys!
Ciao ♥.
