Off to Somewhere.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Yay! Changed my layout again! And this time I'm the one who did this layout -- (whew! It took me almost 5 hours to finish this one) and that's what I called hardwork! CONGRATULATIONS FOR ME! -- I'm also lovin' my layout to heaven! haha.
As of now, I'm really off to somewhere. I have to go to our school's gym (Letran) to have my training -- you know the "Letran Jazz Endanza" group (yeah I'm a part of it and I'm loving it.) and it will be an another tiring day for me. The calltime was 10:00 a.m but look it's already past 10 o'clock and I'm still not there yet! haha. I just don't feel like coming early today -- [I wonder why].
Summer's about to end. Almost 1 month left and it's school time again! I can't wait [although there are some problems to deal with -- like the shifting issue, transferring to another school, etc. and GOD! I can't take it!] but nonetheless I'm still excited coz I will see all my beloved friends again! [huh? beloved? -- haha! just kidding!].
okay. That is all for now!
Got to bee somewhere!
KAWAII!
As of now, I'm really off to somewhere. I have to go to our school's gym (Letran) to have my training -- you know the "Letran Jazz Endanza" group (yeah I'm a part of it and I'm loving it.) and it will be an another tiring day for me. The calltime was 10:00 a.m but look it's already past 10 o'clock and I'm still not there yet! haha. I just don't feel like coming early today -- [I wonder why].
Summer's about to end. Almost 1 month left and it's school time again! I can't wait [although there are some problems to deal with -- like the shifting issue, transferring to another school, etc. and GOD! I can't take it!] but nonetheless I'm still excited coz I will see all my beloved friends again! [huh? beloved? -- haha! just kidding!].
okay. That is all for now!
Got to bee somewhere!
KAWAII!
I Can't be.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Okay, first and foremost I would like to say to myself "WELCOME BACK!" whew! I missed blogging! It was like 2 weeks that I didn't updated my blog. well, life's been busy these past weeks I've been training very hard for our Major Performance at Binyag Arriba. And also, I also had a summer getaway with my friends last Monday! and that is my major topic for this post.
Last Monday we had our summer getaway at Culab in Laguna (I hate this place. hmpf!). I'm not going to tell the full details about what I've done during our outing or to sum it all up I will only tell the MOST important details which I'd like to include in this post.
Okay, so here goes.
First, we arrived at around 3:30 p.m and from that time we prepared everything (change clothes, prepared the food, etc.) then some of my friends (oh, I forgot to mention there were 11 of us who had our outing) went to swim already! (those bastards, they didn't even helped us out in almost everything! particularly the boys!! aargh!). So, after that we also followed them and marielle and mike was the one left to guard our cottage (they're lovers actually.) Back to the swimming part, as we were playing, wrestling, and drowning each other I saw this guy sitting beside the pool, all alone, STARING at us! (actually I don't know if he's actually staring at us or one of us.) Then I told Sarah and Angel bout this guy and both of them are getting bitchy already! (those bitch!). And there it is, they liked the guy (I admit it, he was kinda cute, he was like a model, white skin, nice hair, etc. and I'm also getting bitchy at that moment but I'm not YET in love with him! okay!?) So, the four of us were left at the pool because of this GUY, we want to get his attention but our technique seems like nothing to him he was just there, sitting and nothing else! but there's this moment that I caught his eyes on us! (again, I don't know if it's on us or one of us.) and again we became so bitchy again! Okay enough! The guy stood up and gone like the wind that we didn't even notice (guess he's hard to get huh?) and we went to our cottage to eat.
After that, it's around 5:00 p.m and we had our (lunch or dinner? WHATEVER!) and while we were eating, (OMG! you guessed it right!) the guy that me and my friends are loving to see were just beside our cottage with his friends! and we ran out of our minds and we were like going crazy because of him closer to us!. Okay, so we were eating then but our eyes was on him everytime we eat a piece of our meal. and Jester (who's he?) was getting sleepy already so I pulled his hand and went to the pool! (he's such a snob!) and my friends started cheering our names together and I don't even know why. (okay, jester is just my FRIEND! got it? I don't know bout him, but for me he's only a friend forget the past already!). So, where was I? oh yeah, so they cheered and I was like (what the heck?) and I saw jester smiling (it was like 99 years ago that I last saw him smile, just kidding. but he really do smile often.) and I asked him why he was smiling and then the smiling face of his just turned to the snobby face again! and he walked out right in front of me! (arrgh! I can't take his attitude anymore!). So I was left in the pool, ALONE. I swim and swim and swim for a couple of minutes. My friend's are dancing and playing and sleeping at the cottage coz it was dark already, I think 8:00 in the evening that is. But for me I was just there swimming, back to the cottage, and swim again I was in hell during that time coz of JESTER!. and then, the guy suddenly came to swim also! and I was shocked because there were just 4 of us who are swimming the other two somebody I don't know and I was thinking myself up if I would go to our cottage or just stay here with the guy! but I decided to stay (GO! go for the goal SHIN!).
And so I stayed with him (oh! how romantic! SHUT UP SHIN! you didn't even know him!.)
The night was so cold and the night was so quiet and I was like (damn! he's hot!) hahaha!. All I did was to swim here, there, and there and I also used the slide, speaking of slide he actually spoke to me there!! (oh, how I wish there was a camera during that time to capture my moment!).
So that was my moment! too bad I forgot to ask his name. But he's a liar, he said he didn't went up there to slide but after I slid down he also slid down! and after that
HE SMILED AT ME!.
After sometime, angel, sarah, mich and yhen came to disturb my prolong romance and they were murmuring with each other and I was just there laughing my ass off to them coz I scored! (GO shin!) suddenly they asked me.
I woke up at around 3:00 a.m and those bitches are still awake and they got to know the name of the guy! his name was Ezekiel (nice name.) and they said that they got to talk to him for so long while I was sleeping (oh, pity me.) but forget the guy. My mind was stuck in what they said about Jester while I was in the pool yet (before I slept.) and from that moment I was like stuck in the past. Out of my mind, I suddenly saw Ezekiel along with the bitches (those bitches really got him huh.) and I heard my name out of their conversation! THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT ME!!! But I didn't come to them coz I might come out as "Papansin" if I do that.
So it's time to go. It's 4:00 a.m already and we have to go and Ezekiel and his friends also has to go. So we took care of our things (shower, change clothes, trash our trash [huh?], etc.) and went to the van of Jester (rich kiddo huh.) and went home! On the road to our homes I asked Sarah bout what they are talking about Ezekiel and I told her that I heard my name on their conversation and she said that thay gave my no. to Ezekiel! (yeah were txtm8's right now!) and some other things they also told Ezekiel bout my PROFILE! (age, where I live, where I go to school, etc.) and I was freaking mad coz they spilled everything bout me! And Angel pinch me and said to look at Jester's face and I stopped because I saw his face with nothing on it, pale, sad, hopeless...
From then On.. I keep on asking myself why..
Why?
And another feeling stroke my heart. and asked myself Am I in Love again?
haha.. Can't be, I promised myself never to fall in Love again.
I promised myself not to make the same mistake twice.
But...
What's this feeling?
Is it just Confusion or Regrets?
That's all for my third post. (very sad isn't it? well that's how my lovelife is.)
KAWAII!
PS. Changed my Layout.
Last Monday we had our summer getaway at Culab in Laguna (I hate this place. hmpf!). I'm not going to tell the full details about what I've done during our outing or to sum it all up I will only tell the MOST important details which I'd like to include in this post.
Okay, so here goes.
First, we arrived at around 3:30 p.m and from that time we prepared everything (change clothes, prepared the food, etc.) then some of my friends (oh, I forgot to mention there were 11 of us who had our outing) went to swim already! (those bastards, they didn't even helped us out in almost everything! particularly the boys!! aargh!). So, after that we also followed them and marielle and mike was the one left to guard our cottage (they're lovers actually.) Back to the swimming part, as we were playing, wrestling, and drowning each other I saw this guy sitting beside the pool, all alone, STARING at us! (actually I don't know if he's actually staring at us or one of us.) Then I told Sarah and Angel bout this guy and both of them are getting bitchy already! (those bitch!). And there it is, they liked the guy (I admit it, he was kinda cute, he was like a model, white skin, nice hair, etc. and I'm also getting bitchy at that moment but I'm not YET in love with him! okay!?) So, the four of us were left at the pool because of this GUY, we want to get his attention but our technique seems like nothing to him he was just there, sitting and nothing else! but there's this moment that I caught his eyes on us! (again, I don't know if it's on us or one of us.) and again we became so bitchy again! Okay enough! The guy stood up and gone like the wind that we didn't even notice (guess he's hard to get huh?) and we went to our cottage to eat.
After that, it's around 5:00 p.m and we had our (lunch or dinner? WHATEVER!) and while we were eating, (OMG! you guessed it right!) the guy that me and my friends are loving to see were just beside our cottage with his friends! and we ran out of our minds and we were like going crazy because of him closer to us!. Okay, so we were eating then but our eyes was on him everytime we eat a piece of our meal. and Jester (who's he?) was getting sleepy already so I pulled his hand and went to the pool! (he's such a snob!) and my friends started cheering our names together and I don't even know why. (okay, jester is just my FRIEND! got it? I don't know bout him, but for me he's only a friend forget the past already!). So, where was I? oh yeah, so they cheered and I was like (what the heck?) and I saw jester smiling (it was like 99 years ago that I last saw him smile, just kidding. but he really do smile often.) and I asked him why he was smiling and then the smiling face of his just turned to the snobby face again! and he walked out right in front of me! (arrgh! I can't take his attitude anymore!). So I was left in the pool, ALONE. I swim and swim and swim for a couple of minutes. My friend's are dancing and playing and sleeping at the cottage coz it was dark already, I think 8:00 in the evening that is. But for me I was just there swimming, back to the cottage, and swim again I was in hell during that time coz of JESTER!. and then, the guy suddenly came to swim also! and I was shocked because there were just 4 of us who are swimming the other two somebody I don't know and I was thinking myself up if I would go to our cottage or just stay here with the guy! but I decided to stay (GO! go for the goal SHIN!).
And so I stayed with him (oh! how romantic! SHUT UP SHIN! you didn't even know him!.)
The night was so cold and the night was so quiet and I was like (damn! he's hot!) hahaha!. All I did was to swim here, there, and there and I also used the slide, speaking of slide he actually spoke to me there!! (oh, how I wish there was a camera during that time to capture my moment!).
Guy: Go on first.
Me: No, why don't you go first. Besides, your the one who got up here first.
Guy: Actually I didn't went up here to slide. I just came here to see the view down below.
Me: Okay, thx.
So that was my moment! too bad I forgot to ask his name. But he's a liar, he said he didn't went up there to slide but after I slid down he also slid down! and after that
HE SMILED AT ME!.
After sometime, angel, sarah, mich and yhen came to disturb my prolong romance and they were murmuring with each other and I was just there laughing my ass off to them coz I scored! (GO shin!) suddenly they asked me.
Sarah: Shin, what about Jester?So, my romance was cut off immediately. and I went to our cottage and slept not knowing that jester was the one who's beside me (kc nmn! nakatakip ng tuwalya ang mukha nya kaya di ko alam na sya un!). So, something did happen bet. me and jester in the past (hey, its not what you think it is.) but that was like when I was in highschool pa so don't mind about it okay? It hurts a LOT. hehe. But he said that it was not true and I don't know what to believe in. (Okay, Im spilling everything na! Enough.)
Me: huh? what about him?
Sarah: Hmmm.. playing like you don't know anything huh?
(w8, ang hirap mag translate e. TAGALUGIN NA NGA NATIN!)
Me: loko-loko, matagal na un!
Angel: Maarte ka! halata nmn na ilang pa din sya sau e!
Mich: Seryoso, gusto mo pa sya?
Angel: Hindi nmn kc totoo un e! (sorry peepz, it's confidential e. haha!)
Me: Ah, basta! Manahimik na lng kau!
I woke up at around 3:00 a.m and those bitches are still awake and they got to know the name of the guy! his name was Ezekiel (nice name.) and they said that they got to talk to him for so long while I was sleeping (oh, pity me.) but forget the guy. My mind was stuck in what they said about Jester while I was in the pool yet (before I slept.) and from that moment I was like stuck in the past. Out of my mind, I suddenly saw Ezekiel along with the bitches (those bitches really got him huh.) and I heard my name out of their conversation! THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT ME!!! But I didn't come to them coz I might come out as "Papansin" if I do that.
So it's time to go. It's 4:00 a.m already and we have to go and Ezekiel and his friends also has to go. So we took care of our things (shower, change clothes, trash our trash [huh?], etc.) and went to the van of Jester (rich kiddo huh.) and went home! On the road to our homes I asked Sarah bout what they are talking about Ezekiel and I told her that I heard my name on their conversation and she said that thay gave my no. to Ezekiel! (yeah were txtm8's right now!) and some other things they also told Ezekiel bout my PROFILE! (age, where I live, where I go to school, etc.) and I was freaking mad coz they spilled everything bout me! And Angel pinch me and said to look at Jester's face and I stopped because I saw his face with nothing on it, pale, sad, hopeless...
From then On.. I keep on asking myself why..
Why?
And another feeling stroke my heart. and asked myself Am I in Love again?
haha.. Can't be, I promised myself never to fall in Love again.
I promised myself not to make the same mistake twice.
But...
What's this feeling?
Is it just Confusion or Regrets?
That's all for my third post. (very sad isn't it? well that's how my lovelife is.)
KAWAII!
PS. Changed my Layout.
I already got the WARNING.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Life is so unpredictable as I may say, I was about to make my move about my grades and then my mother already (well, not actually predicted but something like that. got it? I KNOW YOU DON'T! haha) gave me a warning! How cruel. Now what should I do? If I tell her about my grades and once she knew that I have failed a subject (whats more worst is that, it is one of my MAJOR SUBJECT that I have failed) I will not go to school next school year and I don't want that to happen! but somehow I feel like I want that to happen because not going to school means only one thing, yeah it means..
I WILL HAVE A VERY LOOOOOONG VACATION!
Now, enough with these silly things. Time to get serious. I need to find a way! I need to do something! Oh please if only I can bring back time then I can make my mistakes right (is this what they called karma?) ohh I don't even believe in that "karma" thing and now it's actually happening to me! Life is REALLY unfair :(. Now I feel like I don't want to tell my mother about my grades anymore but if I don't she will still know about it because the school will just suddenly send a letter with my grades on it to our house (very cruel isn't it? they will send a "death note" at your house without even knowing about it. It sucks, it really is.) so I don't have any escaping route to go through which only means a "DEAD END".
Whatever happens, I know GOD is with me. huhuhu :'(.
Anyyyways! Enough with all this mourning it'll just pass by easily right?. This morning (10:00 a.m - 6:00 p.m) I just had my training in our dance group and know what, I already can do that "splitting thing!" hahah, very gay isn't it? well WHO CARES! dancing is for everybody! and what can I do it's one of my talents (yeah, you heard it right "ONE of my talents" which means I have many talents aside from dancing.) now now, enough bragging already.
So that's all for my 2nd blog post! mmuah! KAWAII! oh, kawaii means "CUTE" in nihonggo or in Japan rather. Don't question yourself about why I'm always using "kawaii" when I'm about to finish my blog because you'll never know the answer. hahaha! okay, it's only because to remind you how cute we are! Especially me :) hahaha! yeah yeah, thanks for the compliment! hahaha! (ENOUGH BRAGGING SHIN! they've had enough already!) hahaha. Thanks! Peace Ya' all!
Kawaii!
I WILL HAVE A VERY LOOOOOONG VACATION!
Now, enough with these silly things. Time to get serious. I need to find a way! I need to do something! Oh please if only I can bring back time then I can make my mistakes right (is this what they called karma?) ohh I don't even believe in that "karma" thing and now it's actually happening to me! Life is REALLY unfair :(. Now I feel like I don't want to tell my mother about my grades anymore but if I don't she will still know about it because the school will just suddenly send a letter with my grades on it to our house (very cruel isn't it? they will send a "death note" at your house without even knowing about it. It sucks, it really is.) so I don't have any escaping route to go through which only means a "DEAD END".
Whatever happens, I know GOD is with me. huhuhu :'(.
Anyyyways! Enough with all this mourning it'll just pass by easily right?. This morning (10:00 a.m - 6:00 p.m) I just had my training in our dance group and know what, I already can do that "splitting thing!" hahah, very gay isn't it? well WHO CARES! dancing is for everybody! and what can I do it's one of my talents (yeah, you heard it right "ONE of my talents" which means I have many talents aside from dancing.) now now, enough bragging already.
So that's all for my 2nd blog post! mmuah! KAWAII! oh, kawaii means "CUTE" in nihonggo or in Japan rather. Don't question yourself about why I'm always using "kawaii" when I'm about to finish my blog because you'll never know the answer. hahaha! okay, it's only because to remind you how cute we are! Especially me :) hahaha! yeah yeah, thanks for the compliment! hahaha! (ENOUGH BRAGGING SHIN! they've had enough already!) hahaha. Thanks! Peace Ya' all!
Kawaii!
Here Comes The Sun.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Finally! My long awaited blog is finished and guess who made it for me. Yeah yeah, no wonder. See those "jam" names around my page? Well, shes the one who made this blog POSSIBLE and I want to give my deepest gratitude to her (even though her name bothers my page) haha. just kidding! It didn't come out as I expected it to be though :(. But moreso it looks good, simple yet adorable (just like the owner of this blog). And look at my header, isn't it cute? haha! It's Ikuta Toma, well I idolized and admired him so much and I've been fond of him for a long time since I was in Fourth Year Highschool and that's why I asked JAM to make a header with Tomapi in it and there it goes (good girl jam..good girl :b). Ikuta Toma looks good right? right?? DAMN! he really is. I just hope that he can visit this blog sometimes but I know it won't happen. DREAM SHIN DREAM :).
Wonder why the title of my first blog post is "HERE COMES THE SUN"? It could be anything but I decided to name it like this because Im writing it at exactly 5:30 in the morning, yeah it's almost sunrise and Im still up, I don't have any rest yet. And later at 10:00 a.m I will be having a training together with my Letran Jazz Endanza Group so how's that? hahaha! It will be a very tiring day for me today. I just hope that I can handle it.
Well since this is my first blog post, I'm not gonna say much more for now. I know, I know, It should be a long one like many bloggers do (correct me if I'm wrong) but hey, it's not like its the end of the world if I will not write a very loooong blog post in here. hahaha. Okay, what Im saying right now is very NONSENSE and I know it coz I, myself thinks that encoding a first blog post without any topic is nonsense and I should stop this immediately. hahaha! STUPID ME.
This is all for now. For now, I would like to thank Jamita Murray for making a layout for my blog I really appreciate it bitch. hahaha! *kiss*. Hope you'll make another one for me!. KAWAII!
Wonder why the title of my first blog post is "HERE COMES THE SUN"? It could be anything but I decided to name it like this because Im writing it at exactly 5:30 in the morning, yeah it's almost sunrise and Im still up, I don't have any rest yet. And later at 10:00 a.m I will be having a training together with my Letran Jazz Endanza Group so how's that? hahaha! It will be a very tiring day for me today. I just hope that I can handle it.
Well since this is my first blog post, I'm not gonna say much more for now. I know, I know, It should be a long one like many bloggers do (correct me if I'm wrong) but hey, it's not like its the end of the world if I will not write a very loooong blog post in here. hahaha. Okay, what Im saying right now is very NONSENSE and I know it coz I, myself thinks that encoding a first blog post without any topic is nonsense and I should stop this immediately. hahaha! STUPID ME.
This is all for now. For now, I would like to thank Jamita Murray for making a layout for my blog I really appreciate it bitch. hahaha! *kiss*. Hope you'll make another one for me!. KAWAII!
